The next day we had a zone conference with all the missionaries out west. I was able to see the beloved Sister Fletcher for the first time in almost 8 months! It was like we were never apart! She is still serving in Meeker and has almost been there for 9 months! Elder and Sister Lawrence spoke to us. Sister Lawrence gave the most incredible presentation about what it means to be part of the House of Israel and the responsibilities that are ours. In the premortal life, we were all born a spirit son or daughter of Heavenly parents. We made decisions that showed to our Heavenly Father that we were trustworthy. Each spirit progressed at a different rate because of his or her's choices. We distinguished ourselves by our faith and our exceedingly good works because of our premortal obedience. And showed that we have the talent of spirituality: we can recognize truth and then act on it. And so He trusted us to come here and be part of the gospel. He knew He could rely on us. He sent us to Earth at one of the most difficult times because He knew we could accomplish all that He sent us here to do. Now think, if you were Satan, wouldn't you focus on the House of Israel? Those who would be able to help the people around them the most? We have to be aware of how Satan is attacking us. Because he is. He wants us to be miserable. He will never have a body or a family. So he concentrates on those who have both. Yesterday I came to the realization that the way Satan is attacking me right now is by convincing me that I don't have the spirit and that I am not guided, when I do and I am. I have to trust God's promises. I am not doing anything that would prevent the spirit from guiding me. I have to trust that God will help me and that I can do all that I was sent here to do. I have had to make some difficult decisions in the past few days and I can see now that the spirit is guiding me.
I learned so much during this meeting that it would take me more time than I have to record it here so I will save it for another time. During the meeting, I realized I used to be scared of the 2nd coming because I had no faith. Now I know that because of Jesus Christ, I don't have to be afraid. I can know where I stand with God. It is imperative that we are real and honest about who we are and what we are doing here.
We learned the 5 basic rules of being a missionary.
1. Up at the right time, out at the right time, back by the right time, and sleeping by the right time.
2. Live the morning study schedule exactly.
3. Keep the mission music standards, and avoids all forms of worldly entertainment
4. Don't waste time
5. Obey the guidelines in the White Handbook and any other rules or guidelines established in our mission.
At both of the meetings I was privileged to help with the music, both accompaniment and singing. Both times, when I took my seat, an incredible rush of the spirit came over me and brought me to tears. The music brings me closer to Christ and I am so grateful for it.
I am going to be the exactly obedient missionary the Lord needs me to be. And I'm going to help everyone around me too! The difference will not only change my mission but it will start me on my path to sanctification. It won't be easy but it will be worth it. The Saviour promised each one of us that if we will lose our lives in His service, we will find it. Consecration is the only surrender that is a victory too!
I know that my everyday efforts to be the missionary and daughter that God needs me to be are changing things. And they are changing me. The gospel is the most real thing in the world because it is not of the world. I am so grateful for it and I am thankful for all of you, for listening to my preaching. It hit me this week. I have less than 5 months left on my mission. My mission has changed me forever. The Book of Mormon has changed me forever. I'm about halfway through my 7th time reading it. I would invite all of you to read the Book of Mormon from start to finish before I come home. I promise you that if you will do it, it will change your life. You will feel a difference. It will be the sweetest feeling because you are bringing yourself closer to our Saviour, Jesus Christ. It is because of Him that we are even here. I hope you will take my invitation seriously, mainly because I love you and I want you to receive the greater peace and happiness that is waiting for you!